today is the first day of the fasting month.

and im feeling gooooddd....

;)

my neighbour had just sent us some food for break fast later.

so, we will have more food to eat!!!

hahahaha.....

that's also one of the reaons y i love fasting.

no, not more food.

the fun and excitement of exchanging food wif the neighbours.

usually, its only during this time of the year, that we get to try all sorts of food and cakes that our neighbours make.

coz, in my mum dun knoe how to cook or bake certain kinds of food.

so, during Ramadhan, we get to try loads of things lah.....

fun rite?

hehehe.....

today my family will be eating nasi lemak, homemade pizza (made by yours truly), jelly (for dessert) and maybe.... juz maybe.... i'll make some jemput2.

:)

now, let's sidetrack a bit.

yesterday i met wif my ex.

yes, the one i just broke off wif.

i tink (yes, i tink!) we are back together again.

hee....

i really dunno.

he wanted to meet me sooo much.

begging me and all.

so, i decided to give in to his request.

we ate out and parked the van at a quiet spot and talked.

we discussed abt our feelings towards the relationship.

we opened up.

i told him y i wanted out and he told me y he cant seem to let go of me.

i'm irresistable, i noe. hahaha..... (no shame!)

talked of future plans... blah... blah.... blah...

and thats wen this bitch in me started crying!!!!

gosh!!!

i simply could not believe i was so soft lah!!!!

oh well...

to put it simply, i didnt realise how much i miss him and love him till i met him yesterday.

BUT!

i still dunno whether we are back together or not.

so i tink i will call him tonite and ask.

hahahaha....

kental sak!!!